Blog 13 Back from holidays 😮‍💨

Hello girls. How did your winter holidays go? I tried to write about mine but found it very difficult. Long story short, Pussy Schemer and I escaped this house during the worst of the “joy.”

I was so tongue-tied trying to write about that time period. Then I couldn’t write anything at all, so I drew. Then I couldn’t draw, so I wrote. Actually, this funk started before the holidays. An older radical feminist lesbian who I admire spoke against lesbians being married. This shook me up a little. I have dreamed and imagined falling in love and marrying a girl ever since I realized I was a lesbian. I think I even dreamed of it before that.

Writing down my feelings on that already makes me feel a lot lighter and I feel like the dam is broken. Hopefully most posts are coming soon. As usual, I have Pussy Schemer to thank. She is the heart and brains and everything behind everything. I still don’t know 100% how I feel about the marriage thing… maybe I am an outlier on this issue. All I know is, I am a one-woman woman and I want a monogamous lifelong relationship with another female. The word “wife” just makes my heart melt.

Lezzy Schemer